I've been thinking lately about why we can get turned on by fantasies,
particularly those that occur in the twilight period between sleeping and
being fully awake and how the oddest things get involved in them. Trying
some of the milder ones for real are really only a turn on till the pain
starts to build, but in the fantasy its almost like there is a top limit to
the pain.
In the recent ones I'm basically the slave or guinea pig to a lady using
her imagination along with some of my fantasies to see me suffer, as only
limited use will be allowed of safewords. I'm not going into detail here,
but some of the scenarios are doing a pointless task with increasing
difficulty until I fail and each point of failure is scored and then some
kind of punishment has to be suffered by me.
Weirdly it has groundrules in that no other males are allowed, nothing in
public either.
Obviously because they are my fantasies and her manipulation of them, I
can only say yield, but if she thinks no long term harm will be done, she
can continue and watch me suffer.
Bizarre tasks like pushing a coin along a track using a cigarette in my
mouth, or maybe have to sort out a box of matches or various brands of
cigarette into brands and boxes, using the mouth while being unable to
see... Yes that's the odd thing, I see in my fantasy, but of course don't
any more in reality.
Weight lifting using the testicles is another often found fantasy, Then
there is forced smoking of multiple cigarettes in a machine for hours and
every cough is a punishment. ( My guess is that doing this would kill
someone!)

There are a lot of others, but including electric shocks, long term tight
bondage, forced to drink body fluids etc, all of which do tend to gross me
out in real life.
So is this when fantasies hit you? Would you ever try to live any of them
just to see what it was really like. I think I'd do it if it were not
expensive and I could trust the tormenter, but then some of the fantasies
might lose their power if they really were really bad. Heating the genitals
has been tried, and its actually not so bad as long as care is taken not to
actually burn the skin as infection is not recommended!

Note I am vehemently anti smoking in real life, I guess that might explain a
lot!
Brian

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On 12/11/22 07:07, Brian G wrote:
> I've been thinking lately about why we can get turned on by fantasies,
>

This deserves a lot of serious time and typing.
I don't have it now.
It would sure be nice if we could sit in a quiet room
with a beer and talk. ---
Best wishes to you Brian, Merry Christmas
and let's wish for a better New Year.

Yes indeed, good vibes to you for the new year also. I guess I'm feeling my
age rather this year, but nothing one can do about that I suppose.
As many have said, t does not feel like Christmas, it feels like its
September, its as if the old internal time clock has gone wornky.
Yes on thinking about fantasies. Of courrse if one could find a willing
partner then watered down versions could be tried, but then this times in
with growing older to some extent. Not sure I'm ready to try to come out
into the world of kink with all its risks of getting exploited and ripped
off when you are blind.
Brian

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Anything goes here.
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"a425couple" <a425couple@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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> On 12/11/22 07:07, Brian G wrote:
>> I've been thinking lately about why we can get turned on by fantasies,
>>
>
> This deserves a lot of serious time and typing.
> I don't have it now.
> It would sure be nice if we could sit in a quiet room
> with a beer and talk. ---
> Best wishes to you Brian, Merry Christmas
> and let's wish for a better New Year.
>
>
>